Hi. Sorry for the delay, I'm at the library and I don't have much time to use so I'll be quick. Me and my grandma moved so I don't have home internet so if you want to talk to me you'll have to post here or send me your email. I'll be checking here as often as I can so just post in the commets and I'll get back with you as soon as I can.

Take care and bye bye.

Samantha

Yeah, I forgot my meds for a little longer then normal so yeah, I don't really remember much of that day it's so bad. My memory is so screwed up, that's why I get for hitting my head in the parking lot concrete. Sorry for the scare. I'm still pissed off at my dad and now my uncle because his new Wife and kid are stupid as hell. Damn Chinese and not know any English. (Holy shit I spelled English right the FIRST time XDD Now I'm happy with myself)

I'm going to kill myself. Everyone's mad at me because I want to vent like everyone else but I'm the one who gets yelled at about it. Maybe that'll teach my dad to cheat on mom like he did making her think no one wanted her because he had his current girlfriend to screw!! I'll show him, he'll pay for his way.

Hello. Sorry I haven't wrote in a while. I've been busy with things. Moving in with Grandma now that my Uncle and his new wife are married so I won't be on here much. Her computer can't handle it. ( though it's called an Ocean and I don't know when those were made >.> ) Kinda depressed... well... I have strong feelings for someone (who I'm not going to tell you about) but I know they don't have feelings for me. If you can guess who you are then good job. But if not don't worry about it. So yeah. That's the only thing that's been bugging me lately. I beat zOMG today! I'm so happy it's cool. I've been trying to forever now. Playing Oblivion a lot, and Flue is this new game my brother got, plan driving around on that too. I kinda wish I had a boyfriend, I would like one in my area (which is Michigan but that's all I'm telling you) but my grandma would kill me. I'm not aloud to do anything when she's around. I think I'd feel better if I had someone around who really liked me, but I know that will never happen. I'm to Moody for a guy to handle I figure. Oh well I guess. Not like anything else ever really works out for me anyway. I should be used to it by now. Anyway, that's who things are going.

♥ To every guy that said, "Sex can wait"...
♥ To every guy that said, "You're beautiful"...
♥ To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her...
♥ To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down...
♥ To every guy who has given her flowers just because thats how he rolls...
♥ To every guy that said he would die for her...
♥ To every guy that really would...
♥ To every guy that did what she wanted to die for...
♥ To every guy that cried in front of her...
♥ To every guy that she cried in front of...
♥ To every guy that holds hands with her.
♥ To every guy that kisses her with meaning..
♥ To every guy that hugs her when she's sad...
♥ To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all...
♥ To every guy who would give their jacket up for her...
♥ To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe...
♥ To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes...
♥ To every guy that would give his seat up...
♥ To every guy that just wants to cuddle...
♥ To every guy that reassured her that she was beautiful no matter what...
♥ To every guy who told his secrets to her...
♥ To every guy that showed how much he cared through every word and every breath...
♥ To every guy that thought maybe this could be the one...
♥ To every guy that believed in her dreams...
♥ To every guy that would have done anything so she could achieve them...
♥ To every guy that never laughed at her when she told him her dreams...
♥ To every guy that walked her to her car and opened the door...
♥ To every guy that gave his heart...
♥ To every guy who prays that she is happy even if he's not with her...

Not many girls appreciate nice guys anymore. And because of this, there are not many left out there. I guarantee 90% of the men on your page will not repost this because they care more about their image.

- If you are a nice guy, repost this in your journal with the title: "Nice guys STILL finish last";
- If you are a girl that thinks every guy should treat a girl this way, repost this in your journal with the title: "To Every Guy".

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Taken from =TheBourgyman.

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And another thing XDDD Read Below

HAVE YOU

[ ] smoked
[x] consumed alcohol
[ ] slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex
[ ] kissed someone of the same sex
[ ] had sex
[x] had someone in your room other than family
[x] watched porn
[ ] bought porn
[ ] tried drugs

TOTAL: 4


[x] taken painkillers.
[ ] taken someone else's prescription medicine (Inhaler. I got overly curious. xD)
[x] lied to your parents
[ ] lied to a friend
[ ] snuck out of the house
[ ] done something illegal
[x] felt hurt ( Not romantically/relationship-related. )
[ ] hurt someone
[x] wished someone to die
[ ] seen someone die

TOTAL: 8


[ ] missed curfew
[ ] stayed out all night
[ ] eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
[x] been to a therapist
[ ] received a ticket
[ ] been to rehab
[x] dyed your hair
[x] been in an accident
[ ] been to a club
[x] been to a bar

TOTAL: 12


[ ] been to a wild party
[ ] been to a Mardi Gras parade
[x] drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night (Yes I'm bad)
[ ] had a spring break in Florida
[x] sniffed anything (not Drugs, I like Diesel smell and the smell of second hand smoke >.>
[x] wore black nail polish
[ ] wore arm bands.
[ ] wore t-shirts with band names
[ ] listened to rap
[ ] owned a 50 Cent CD

TOTAL: 15

[x] dressed gothic
[x] dressed girly
[ ] dressed punk
[ ] dressed grunge
[x] stole something (I was five and I thought it was a free mag because the ones we normaly got were free ones from the gas station T-T I felt really bad after words XDDD)
[ ] been too drunk to remember anything
[ ] blacked out
[ ] fainted
[x] had a crush on a neighbor (He was my Grandma's neighbor >.>
TOTAL: 19

[x] had a crush on a friend
[ ] been to a concert
[ ] dry-humped someone
[ ] been called a slut
[ ] called someone a slut
[ ] installed speakers in a car
[ ] broken a mirror
[ ] showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
[ ] brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush.

TOTAL: 20

[ ] considered Ludacris your favorite rapper
[x] seen an R-rated movie in theater
[x] cruised the mall
[x] skipped school (I'm home schooled so everyday I don't do I skip school XDDDD)
[x] had surgery
[x] had an injury
[ ] gone to court (Not for me. So..should I count this?)
[ ] walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping
[ ] caught something on fire
[ ] lied about your age

TOTAL: 25

[ ] owned/rented an apartment/house.
[ ] broke the law in the police's presence
[ ] made out with someone who had a GF/BF
[ ] got in trouble with the police.
[x] talked to a stranger
[ ] hugged a stranger
[ ] kissed a stranger.
[ ] rode in the car with a stranger
[x] been harassed.
[x] been verbally harassed.

TOTAL: 28


[ ] met face-to-face with someone you met online
[x] stayed online for 5+ hours straight
[x] talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight (It was to my ex boy friend XDDD)
[x] watched TV for 5 hours straight
[x] been to a fair
[ ] been called a bad influence
[ ] drank and drove ( Should I count this if it wasn't alcohol? -SHOT for being a smartass- )
[x] prank-called someone
[ ] laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex
[ ] cheated on a test

TOTAL: 33

If You Have Less Than 10.. write [I'm a Goody Goody]
If You Have More Than 10.. write [I'm still a goody goody]
If You Have more Than 20..write [I'm average]
If You Have More Than 30..write [I'm a bad kid]
If You have more than 40..write [I'm a very bad influence]
If You Have more than 50..write [I'm a horrible person]
If You Have more than 60..write [I should be in jail]
If You Have more than 70..Write [I should be dead]